I should really find an age group that I want to start out with. I guess making the toddler books from ages 2-4 really interactive. As far as physical interaction is concerned. I read this book the other day that  had kids move different facial parts and body parts as well as total body movement. I want something along those lines. Every time I picture myself reading my book to a carpet of toddlers all I can invision is seeing a bunch of hands raised and all I hear is "YAYYY!!"

Perhaps I should make my characters go on missions that require the kids to help. Like run up the stairs and find us a towel for ______! Do 5 push ups to bring the wall low enough for _____ to get out! Run around in circles to get the wind moving! Jump up and down to grab the balloons for _____!

sigh. Idk. What I do know is that I want Kendel to illustrate my books.


Tootle.

So.. this is happiness.

I can't help but feeling like the world is trying to sway me into the digital age when it comes to my material. I keep being told of all these different interactive books on the iPad and Tablet but..... fuck that shit. Maybe perhaps in the future but for my initial ones, I want physical books.

I'm thinking of perhaps an Adventures of: .... type of book series. Find a character that helps everyone and is loved by everyone. I don't want it to have a Dora vibe though...

I don't necessarily want it to be an animal because I don't want it clashing with Black Sheep. Perhaps an object of some sort? My favorite tool? My favorite kitchen appliance? My Car? MY FUCKIN' YOGA MAT. MY YOGA MAT. My yoga mat will meet with all types of different characters and help all different type of situations but only through necessary action. Somehow I always want the character to end up giving something to the universe to find resolution in their problems. 

For example: 8 year old child visits the yoga mat. Child is trying to clear it's mind but all it can think of is the kid that pushed it at school today. Mat advises child that when he goes to school the next day, .. .. eh no. I'm not feeling that.

Day One.

So I basically just have to start writing. What about though? It’s clear that I want to write children’s books. I have to think of a concept and character(s).  I should determine the sex of my main character(s), the species of my character(s), the objective of my character(s), the fruition of my character(s), the service I provide to the Universe through my character(s), the genres of my miscellaneous books. I just want to be successful. Scratch that,  I will be successful in all of my literature endeavors. For the record, I am very high and I began writing this on a word document but... then I remembered I have a blog. This is for me to make sense of. 

I decide to Google “interactive books for children” and came across this link - http://handsonaswegrow.com/12-best-interactive-books-for-kids/ - now that I have some ideas I plan to make my affirmations. 

I will have a successful line of children's books.
I will be a service to The Universe.
I will continue to be love and light.

Three is good for now. 

Brain.

I've always wondered if new and different experiences awaken new and different parts of your brain. Being a woman who's never been pregnant at all, I've always wondered if women who have (regardless of if they have a child or not) are in essence, wiser than me.

This was a draft that I found while making the conscious decision to start blogging again. Whenever I take a trip down memory lane by visiting stress-ness it reminds me of all the positive this brings upon. It reminds me that I am all I need. I am all the entertainment, encouragement and motivation I need. It's all within us. Each and every one of us but we are all clouded. Clouded by wanting to please the wrong people. Stand out to the wrong people. Reach out to the wrong people. Impress people period. I am not here to impress you. I am not here to convince you that my way is right and yours isn't. I am not here to judge you. I am just here to find myself and in turn, help you find yourself.

I'm so glad that I started this blog back in 2009. It SHOWS me growth. It YELLS progress. It makes me REALIZE that I am better today than I was yesterday and I evolve DAILY. Yes, I said evolve but that's a topic for another time. Starting today I will be reconstructing stress-ness and I'm going to try my absolute hardest to blog at least 2-3 times a week. I don't want 2012 to be a complete blur as 2011 was for the mere reason of not blogging. I'm done robbing myself of that love.

Good day. Breathe easy. Don't stop loving.

Algo nuevo.

1. Stop spending time with the wrong people.
2. Stop running from your problems.
3. Stop lying to yourself.
4. Stop putting your needs on the back burner.
5. Stop trying to be someone you're not.
6. Stop trying to hold on to the past.
7. Stop being scared to make a mistake.
8. Stop berating yourself for old mistakes.
9. Stop trying to buy happiness.
10. Stop exclusively looking to others for happiness.
11. Stop being idle.
12. Stop thinking you're not ready.
13. Stop getting involved in relationships for the wrong reasons.
14. Stop rejecting new relationships just because old ones didn't work out.
15. STOP TRYING TO COMPETE WITH ANYONE ELSE.

Ps. I love StumbleUpon. So what if I'm late?

AYO.

I want to feel comfortable. 

I need to be able to be comfortable. 

The state of comfort is the key. 

Comfort is not to be confused with laziness. 

Comfort is also not to be mistaken with settling. 

Free from stress or anxiety; at ease.

Producing feelings of security. 

Watch this & tell else someone to.

Thanks.

Deep breath.

The world and the people in it are so fucked.

Filled with second intentions.

Hiding behind masks and facades.

Wanting to be EVERYTHING but themselves.

Is that really a hard thing to do?

Or.. maybe they are being themselves and the

problem is that... they just don't love themselves.

Finding yourself is really an amazing adventure.

You can live a conventional life and still look for yourself

BTDubz.

I only say that because I feel like I'm caught in the maze

of daily life. Same shit. Different day. As far as my source

of income and social life go BUT when it comes to the

daily life going on INSIDE of me, I've seen advancements like

never before. I feel grounded. I feel mighty. I feel bright.

I feel lucky. I feel tranquility. I feel intelligent. I feel advancement.

stress-ness.com created to keep stress off Ness, I thank you.