Couldn't wait.

Some girls are pathetic.

I'm not saying be with an asshole

who treats you like shit, but why .. would you

EVER want to be with someone who you can boss around?

"If I wanted a bitch nigga I would be with a bitch .. nigga"

Use your mother fucking cojones.

Anyway.

Went around the east side today with Chanty & ttopheravilaa lol.

Pictures would be up tonight but its 1:16 am & I have to wake up

early to go to the Warped Tour.

If I get caught in the middle of a mosh pit

trust & believe I will make it out alright.

I hope my sister can hold her own tho cuz we all

know I don't like her ass. lmfao.

I'll probably push her intooo the pit.

KIDDING!

Just kidding.

I hope you all have a wonderful day.

Full with knowledge, smiles, laughter

& a little disappointment to keep you humble.

"Struggle .. . another sign that God loves you, Cause on the low ..

being po', makes you humble"

Floetry.

For the record.

No one pays my bills.

No one besides my Mother & drug reps feed me.

No one buys me clothes.

No one besides my Mother keeps a roof over my head.

No one pays for my bud.

I count on no one besides my Mother.

So as to why you think

I, Vanessa Mercedes could give

TWO fucks if you like me or not is beyond me.

*& please let it be known.

My Boyfriend & I are surely not attached at the hip.

If you EVER feel the need to invite him somewhere

& feel some sort of way about him bringing me,

please let it be known. I promise it won't hurt my feelings.

*VanessaGiggle.

Ecstasy.

& when all else fails .. .

Whirlwind.

At a crossroads.

Its not love, its necessity.

The worlds fucked up.

I get screwed over when I'm one of the

ones that actually tries lol.

See I laugh, because my tears are valuable.

I've wasted enough.

IDK how to feel about the past couple of days.

Its a routine. Predictable in every which way.

".. here's your prescription."

? .. really.

I wish I could go to gatherings in which

completely new people were around.

Everyone says they're down, but not every bitch is Wifey.

If I ever sit around & watch cartoons after drinking

& such activities again, I'll take that as a sign from God

telling me to get of Rhode Island that very instant.

UNBELIEVABLE.

It's nights like these I wish I wasn't 20.

& nights like these I feel exceptionally bad

for the young females in this state.

Who have no respect for themselves and for other females much less.

"Don't give him the milk if he hasn't bought the cow"

Stupid Silly Mother Fuckers.

I find myself going to sleep later & later.

Somethings eating at me inside.

I wish people stuck to basic principles.

It'd help out a lot more.

Things such as manners, courtesy and simple nice gestures.

Its like you can't be nice to people now.

They take advantage.

You have to scheme & play & withhold information.

Or else you're the nice guy who finishes last.

"Do unto others as you would have them do unto you"

Smack goes the weasel.

I'm sorry if i don't make sense at all this post.

I'm tpying just what comes into my mind.

Hitler was mad.

My room is red. That shit is so vibrant.

My hair was two different colours before huh?.. lmao.

"Lady Gaga gets uglier every video".

Y a mi que mi importa?!

My nails have gotten so long!

#shout out to Boyfriend & Wendy

I went to Smokey Bones today.

BIG. Whoop.

I need Rhode Island to back up off me.

Twitter seems like a lost cause.

Maybe I'm just following the wrong people.

I need a good photography blog.

I need to learn how to do shit with my camera.

"So join us here each week my freinds,

You're sure to get a smile,

From seven stranded castways,

Here on 'Gilligan's Isle.'

"Your Mom doesn't mind that your boyfriend

sleeps over? I'd kill my daughter if she ever"

Ignorance.

I don't think I could ever be with someone my

Mother didn't like or approve of.

Why put myself thru all of that?

& besides I bet she has a point.

I had a nice relaxing long weekend :)

I took German in 8th grade.

Wunderbar!

Felatio.

Safe.

I've worked my last day at dunkin.

08.16.06 - 07.03.10 .. crazy.

I want to watch Carlitos Way.

I don't want to chief during the week.

& I need to do a better job of keeping in touch.

My baby got me a moleskin.

Its going to help improve my life.

Your problem is that you miss the bigger picture.

& thats valuable.

Huge cookout tomorrow.

Food Food Liquor Liquor.

Yeah, I fuck with Lupe.

"The well is running dry, the days of Malcolm and Martin have ended.

Our hope has descended and off to the side

Waiting for the re-installment of the revolution

Because we are dying at the cost of our own pollution

But God has another solution, that has evolved from the hood

I present one who turns, the Fiasco too good"