Taking & Giving.

ELLE YOU TREACHEROUS DOG!

AHH!

These things won't stop coming out. I feel like I gave up. I work all week and I really look forward to the weekends. & now that's been taken away. I don't understand why I have to suffer from YOUR unhappiness and YOUR struggles. I do all that Vanessa can. & then that backfires. I do "TOO" much & now all of a sudden I got to stop. Who understands anymore because I really don't. Guess I'm losing sight of the bigger picture but honestly thats coming in between me and my current happiness. That's all I want, is to live my life, learn & be happy because I think I deserve it. Perhaps I'm too focused on others people's happiness & thats my downfall. I don't expect anyone to actually read this. But I really need to make these things stop coming out & this place is my go-to. I guess its time to let it go.

Day FOE!

Picture of where I went today/yesterday:

Baja's after watching The Takers.

Prospect.

I tried catching the moon because it was beautiful #FAIL

Day 3.

I apologize. I suck at these daily things because I'm not home enough.

Anyway. Day 3. Picture of what you did today.

UHM.

When did it became cool to sit around & get WASTED all the time? Why would you ever want to say that working a basic job is all that you're doing with your life? How late are the majority of you with Polo? & How bad did the majority of you play it out? When was it necessary to smoke eighths on Wednesday nights? Please don't EVEN get me started on cigarettes & blacks. This whole MoneyOverEverything mentality??? & why are women being disrespected more & more? Do you know how many dudes fucked things up with GOOD ass girls this summer because of this ...

"Shit she prol out here fucking niggas,

I'm fucking her friends now her friends aint even fucking with her,

damn she text me all day and night,

so pissed off she aint even spelling shit right,

I text her back, tell her its life,

now somebody tell them hoes, I’m single for the night."

BTW. Quick tip from someone who's been in a relationship for a while, if you ever feel the need to be single for a random night you shouldn't be in a relationship to begin with."

Anyway. That's why I refuse to go along with the current this day in age. I rather NOT listen to the radio. I rather NOT be in the club. I RATHER be in school. I protect myself from getting pregnant as best I can because quite frankly, I GOT SHIT TO DO. I hope you all realize that this is my go to source to voice my opinions & if I insult anyone in any way shape or form, I don't give a damn.

Sunday Morning

Except that today the rain wasn't pouring.

It was hot as "dick sauce."

Baby & I went to Boston for my Father's

45th surprise birthday party.

Day two - picture of something you wore.

Scroll up for a bunch of em.

Wet seal shirt.

Banana Republic shorts.

Red I's.

Walked right out of Heaven.

So I finally saw

& I loved it.

& the fact that my boo Shia was in it

Made it 10x better :)

Enjoy.

Speak louder.

Make sure NO one disrespects you.

Always say please & thank you.

Say yes just a little more.

Watch a new movie each week.

I will cook when the kitchen is mine.