For me?

It's nothing but up from here.

Regardless of anything.

More money. More knowledge. More connections.

It's like I need one simple change in my life

to make shit head in the complete right direction.

I just need to figure out whats anchoring me & let go of it.

Memorial Day

I FINALLY HAD A DAY OFF!

since like fucking a month & a half.

I only have a week & a day of externship left.

Hallelujah.

Then, I'm on VACATION bitches!

Transition to Confessions.

Well. Just finished listening to Ryan Leslie's Transition.

& Now I'm revisiting a classic, Usher's Confession.

Anyway. I felt like I haven't been here in forever. I apologize.

Not much I can say that my pictures already haven't.

I've been keeping busy as best I can.

Trying to stay positive in such hard times.

The ability to be open minded got me far the past couple of weeks.

I've been chilling with the most random & interesting people.

Listening to everyones comments on the things happening in our life

& seeing different points of views is a great thing.

One thing that really stuck with me is .. .

BITCH

Guys throw the word around left & right.

"Wanna know why I call girls bitches..?"

The different explinations I've gotten are .. out of this world lmao.

I just sit back like .. you know what.. that makes sense.

Bitch .. idk. I really don't know how to feel about it.

What do you girls think about the word bitch?

Minnie Mouse

My little cousin Javianna had her 2nd birthday party.

It was a Minnie Mouse theme. Tooo cute.

She wore this:

Yeah. A freaking tu-tu. I loved it.

Lots of family. Food. Liquor. Spanish music & Candy.

Theres nothing better than a hick party in my book lol.

Ness is you tipsy?

I might be.

@NesslyBay Danvcing. Tweeyonh. Estin. Too much to do.in my stste of mknd. Merengueeeeeee

7:37 PM May 30th via twidroid

I meant: Dancing. Tweeting. Eating. Too much to do in my state of mind. Merengue.

@NesslyBay Drink. I mrant drunk.tjo.

7:34 PM May 30th via twidroid

I meant: Drunk. I meant drunk tho.

@Nesslybay Cha xha slide. Legt. Rigt. Jump. Ima beast.

7:15 PM May 30th via twidroid

I meant: Cha cha slide. Left. Right. Jump. I'm a beast.

yeah .. I was saucy lmao. I was typing like I was completely WASTED because my phone is touch screen & I didn't feel like pressing delete lol. Well either way. I enjoyed myself :)

Redemption.

Sometimes I like to

Get away.

Safe?

Today was interesting.

Old people make me laugh.

I met an old lady today who is 101.

She's has had cancer twice.

& she's sharper than me.

Am I going to get to live a long full life?

Eh. I hope I make it to 50.

Then. Boyfriend & I had a whole movie theatre

to ourselves as a living room to enjoy Green Room.

It was good. I recommend it.

PS. Seriously though, why is half of Providence pregnant?

Lutera. Trojen. Depo. UvaRing.

CCRI. RIC. URI. Out of State College.

These are your best friends.

For a taste of something real follow this

intelligent black man. www.Twitter.com/StephanSoCold.

Oh yeah, & me www.Twitter.com/NesslyBay :)