Here you have it.

Big ups to Melissa for having your arm lifted for about an hour
but sorry baby, you and Drake are not gonna be a couple.

theres way more. but I'm not in the mood anymore.

oh yeah , best for last

Boom.

so, Drake concert last night.

hm.. what to say.

So we got there round .. . 4:45.

we said, fuck it. lets not eat cuz supposedly Drakes already there

mistake number 1.

we head over, already mad heads, but whatev

we were VIP so we were in front.

bitches kept coming.

kept cutting.

kept getting cussed out.

pretty soon it got to the point where we were waiting for Aubry's bitch ass

for 4 hours cuz he decided to actually go to the providence bball game

and then take a fucking 2 hour long sound check.

We argued with black girls, white girls, white guys.

a dude hummed a bottle at some chicks face, smh.

BUT, when I saw his face, all of the bullshit, was null and void.

As Promised

Lil' Tony. lmao.

"Fuck You Bitch CJ !"

Come

Well, lemme start by saying
THANK GOD FOR THIS WEATHER.

I've been up to the usual.

Not really school, working, trying to stay out of the house.

I'm in denial.

I don't want to see it.

when I do, I'm going to be PISSED.

"I'm the real deal"

this week was a good one.

Boyfriend & I saw Obsessed. It was alright.

I know you envy.

Wednesday is Drake.

My boyfriend calls me a rat cuz he can't go to Washington Park (-)_- i'ma beat him up.

I'm glad I got that off of my chest.

I want summer classes to start already.

My Mom is sad cuz she says I'm too happy to be moving out.

She's right.

I have a good feeling about this.

now for pictures.

beat. beat. beat.

* clap clap clap*

Recap

Drove around

vicky's secret, saco bill

cashed my checks, broke necks

made dudes regret, made MY dude happy

packed my bag

he got my favorite =[

Drank Ciroc

saw my bestfriend

ate and played at Dave & Busters for free

they got played ha !

Fishbowl'ed

"You don't think I can fight ?"

Got great dome, gave great dome.

it bounced for two rounds.

her voice is annoying.

he drove.

I slept, he didnt, we slept.

Morning dome, morning round

put me to bed, again.

my elbow hurts

the weather is beautiful,

babe, you're the fcking best.

saw jailbird, didnt feel a thing.

ITS FIVE THIRTY ALREADY ?!

going to do laundry, can't wait to move out.

still starving.

pictures soon enough.

be fcking easy.

31,409.

Straightening my hair. Cutting it. Dying it. I'm ecstatic.

CANNOT WAIT

to go see Drake in concert next Wednesday

I LOVE HIM.

a night off is officially my shit.

IT'S OFFICIAL.

I'm going to RIC next year.

Things get rocky now & then

but we're holding on.

today was .55 cent iced coffee day at dunkin.

ha, NOT free.

OMG these dudes are sooooo salty.

like, please. Get over it.

yeah, I check it religiously.

so what ?

Tynisha Keli's album is dropping tomorrow online.

I will buy it.

Can't wait to get my round 2 album from Lezlie tonight.

I registered for summer classes.

Ima be spending like, 2 g's.

Well, my mom & I.

& eventhough she's hooking me up in the financial department

her & I are not on good terms right now.

crazy ? is an understatement.
I'm glad Cocktail won !
wellllllllllllllllllllllll, I have nothing more to say.
be easy.

Fabulous

Nice.

NO.

OD

"that's the only reason
people get angry, because
they're hurt. people only get
angry to cover up the hurt"

past the heated stage, on to the sadness.

Vexed.

Do I deserve to be ignored?
Played with ?
Taken advantage of?

I DON'T FUCKING THINK SO.

- I don't hate you.
But right now, I don't fucking love you.
- you put up a big front.
- I can completly understand why she acted the way she did.
- when you love someone, you just don't treat them bad.
- I have this knot in my throat.
- my mom is making me my fave.
- this month wasn't what I expected.
- I'm so pissed off, I'm crying.
- its only cuz I give.
- I hope she doesn't notice.
- I would have more than $500.
- I still have that email saved.
ITS BULLSHIT.

Maybe you should be with one of them.

& I can't even vibe with you sexually. Cuz everytime I would try you would question me. Saying "you fucking them hoes disrespecting me ?! You don't see how ur lies are affecting me ?! You don't see how our life was supposed to be !? & I NEVER let a nigguh get that close to me. & you aint cracked up to what you was supposed to be. You always gone, you always be where them HOES will be" & that's the first time she ever spilled her soul to me, I fucked up & I know it G. I guess its bittersweet poetry."

sometimes I feel like you bring out the worst in me.

- I HATE BITCHING.
But I'm sick of keeping my mouth shut.

My iPod is picking the worst songs.

- you don't know what you have till its gone.

I want to go on a picnic.
Canada.
Six flags.
Summer Jam.
I'M DOING EVERYTHING I SAY I WILL.
even if its by myself.

Baffled

Different isn't always a good thing.

Confession

This is what I wish I could tell certain people but I don't say anything because I'm sick of drama. If the shoe fits, wear it.

1. We're drifting. It was inevitable. Its not because I don't love you & you don't love me, that's just the way the chips played out. Stop doubting how much I need you in my life. I hope we end up going to the same school cuz it'll make life easier, on both of us.

2. I used to think you were kind of alright. Kinda cool. But .. . You're two faced. & the comments you make are unnecessary.

3. You are . .. on the bottom of my shit list. Disrespectful. I didn't really care about you before but .. . That's it. I find everything out. I know there was more than one. Different days as well. Fuck you. Cover that shit up.

4. You get sickening after a while. I feel like I need to watch what I say or what I do because eventually, you'll become very familiar to it. To the point where you do it as well.

5. I want to let go. Be able to trust you. Its hard though. I appreciate what you told me Thursday night. It really made me smile. I hate how our schedual never match. I hate feeling like I try harder than you. & I dislike these stupid bitches.

I'm really an easy going person. Like real easy going. But people LOVE to fcking provoke me & take advantage of me. & when I become a bitch & spaz out, I'm the bad one. I end up being the immature one. The one that's over-reacting. I'm sick of it.

Eye Dulce

On your mind.

Life has just been one big blur.

Went to the club Saturday.

Wow, we have wack dudes in Providence.

I missed my LCBitxh'sz Tho !

uhm, I gave in .. like always.

LEZLIE FOUND QUINCY !

.. . can you tell I'm excited.

I was / am kinda upset.

shit just aint right.

This isn't supposed to still be happening you know ?

You're right though Elle.

which reminds me, thanks for being there.

I fell asleep on the road.

woke up on the other side O_O

UHM, my list of females that I don't like

just keeps getting longer, and longer.

Bitches need to learn how to respect.

I'm in the computer lab.

and uhm .. . nothing else is on my mind.

well nothing I would or should put here.

follow me on twitter.

or on facebook.

or .. . just don't.

whatev.

I don't get it.

when I go looking
I really hope I don't find anything.
That's NEVER the case.

Stop.

VIA HIPTOP O_o

My name is Vanessa
I miss internet access.
& being able to post regularly.
This week hasn't been so bad.
I finally did my nails again.
Sucky sucky ;).
My mother is like, hitting menopause. & its irking me.
Anthony LOVES General Tso's Chicken.
I have a bit of a headche.
I went to see my babe play ball.
Made me proud.
YOU A CATS !!
I moved.
This parking fucked my car up!
I LOVED this weeks check.
I found my penguin.
My new wall of fame, banging.
& now she's crying. Oh stfu.
I am mad anxious.
I really hope they don't say no.
I want .. . a lot. I'll forget about it.