I still fucks with Gaga

"It’s not something that I’m ashamed of, just isn’t something that I go around telling everyone. Yes. I have both male and female genitalia, but I consider myself a female. It’s just a little bit of a penis and really doesn’t interfere much with my life. The reason I haven’t talked about it is that it’s not a big deal to me. Like come on. It’s not like we all go around talking about our vags. I think this is a great opportunity to make other multiple gendered people feel more comfortable with their bodies. I’m sexy, I’m hot. I have both a poon and a peener. Big f*cking deal."

Never put my foot on the break.

I said I came back; but I guess I didn't?

I just pop in from time to time. say whaddup.

Honestly, the reason why I'm going to blog more is

because -- 1. I have no one to talk to. 2. I'm taking

pictures again. and 3. Nikkyface@NesslyBay "I wished u still blogged!

I loved ur posts! Ur sarcasm was awesome!"

I went to spend some time with my father.
made me create a whole new game plan.
thinking of myself.
cuz if I don't, who will ?
my mother ?! yeah. I hope she starts feeling better.
even though I hate being home, and I rather
be out & about, I'm kind of glad this summer
turned out the way it did.
really made me open my eyes to the way people are.
really made me open my eyes to the way I am.
I'm going to get my tattoo tonight, so help me god.
even if it means going by myself.
why need a second opinion ? I'M the one that has to like it right?
right now ? I'm listening to Wiz Khalifa & Curren$y - How Fly mixtape. tip from the Tasteless clan. it's relaxing me. I need it. thanks cuties.

call me. text me. hit me up on twitter. or check here from time to time or hit me up on aim. or follow me. or stalk me. or become a wedgie.

do whatevers good for you.

Be Easy Breezies.

Jimmy returns

Nothing better.

-- Nothing better to do.

So I'm back.

-- lets see. working. new school, not RIC.

same bullshit different day.

this week has been tough.

I've been, as my tasteless breezies would say, acting cupcake-ish?
needs to stop. end. finito.
these pills got me bugging. buggggging.
I want to go see my dad.
for real this time.
He hasn't called me in two weeks, maybe I should call him.
kay I'm calling.

-- Well, I have a iPhone now.
the old one.
I'm thinking of getting the new one.
switching to AT&T.
new number sounds really good

Desire

LoveGame

Everyone sucks.
you can blame it on me the fact that we don't talk anymore.
just like the rest.
People come and go like seasons.
Karhina Pimentel, I will love you until the day I die.

I talk about people getting their priorities straight. I gotta take
my own advice. I'm done with putting people who only need
me or want me around when THEY want it. idc who you are.
and what relationship you have with me. I'm done. I'm treating you
how you treat me. point blank period.

Schools over on Thursday. Money will be in FULL effect.

Lets see how many of you fake mother fuckers come back.

Transformers is coming out tomorrow. It's going to be orgasmic.

Second

Camera Features. ILS.

Now..

you look like a dickhead.

Never that

Reporting to you live from Flanagan Campus !

this place can suck my dick, no joke.

ANYWAY.

I'm stuck in this god forsaken place 'till 9pm. yeah yup. Oh I forgot to mention that I've been here since 9 .. am that is.

In order for me to go to RIC next year, i have to take classes.

1. Abnormal Psychology. which is pretty straight considering that this

teacher, adores me. LOVES me.

2. Western Civilization = ZzZzz ; my teacher is a gay white man.

who speaks so softly. ..you're ASKING me to fall asleep.

3. Composition 1. with a good teacher this time =]. Class is chill.

4. Marriage in the family. class consists of discussions. that's it. and quiz's are easy shit. I passed my first one.

I'm starting to notice that .. . I work better under pressure. like since this summer shit is only 6 weeks and teachers are throwing shit at me left and right. . . I find it easier to just do it. unlike regular semesters where .. .they don't care.IDK.

on another note -- life's good mann. when I'm not in school, I'm working. or with my Lover. or . .. studying lol. Haven't seen much of my friends in a while but .. . do I even have any friends ? eh. I've just accepted it. Everyones doing them.

Tell me what they know about my love ?

" So they don't understand why I never leave you

Explain my love ? ; I don't need to.

Got EVERYBODY way up in our business

'cause leaving each other stay on they wish list. "

I listened to Love vs. Money .. . idk. it's iffy.

I enjoyed about . .. 4 songs. *shrugs*

SOLID.

Hydroplane

I found my Camera.

sorry for the Hiatus stalkers & gents.

but I'm back in business.

pictures up tonight.

te lo prometo.

Bittersweet.

Evaaa. idk. idk. I realy like the short hair on you. this . .. must be weave right ? cuz .. . I've been trying to get my hair that long for like, decades. I like the outfit and the shoes though.

Here you have it.

Big ups to Melissa for having your arm lifted for about an hour
but sorry baby, you and Drake are not gonna be a couple.

theres way more. but I'm not in the mood anymore.

oh yeah , best for last

Boom.

so, Drake concert last night.

hm.. what to say.

So we got there round .. . 4:45.

we said, fuck it. lets not eat cuz supposedly Drakes already there

mistake number 1.

we head over, already mad heads, but whatev

we were VIP so we were in front.

bitches kept coming.

kept cutting.

kept getting cussed out.

pretty soon it got to the point where we were waiting for Aubry's bitch ass

for 4 hours cuz he decided to actually go to the providence bball game

and then take a fucking 2 hour long sound check.

We argued with black girls, white girls, white guys.

a dude hummed a bottle at some chicks face, smh.

BUT, when I saw his face, all of the bullshit, was null and void.

As Promised

Lil' Tony. lmao.

"Fuck You Bitch CJ !"

Come

Well, lemme start by saying
THANK GOD FOR THIS WEATHER.

I've been up to the usual.

Not really school, working, trying to stay out of the house.

I'm in denial.

I don't want to see it.

when I do, I'm going to be PISSED.

"I'm the real deal"

this week was a good one.

Boyfriend & I saw Obsessed. It was alright.

I know you envy.

Wednesday is Drake.

My boyfriend calls me a rat cuz he can't go to Washington Park (-)_- i'ma beat him up.

I'm glad I got that off of my chest.

I want summer classes to start already.

My Mom is sad cuz she says I'm too happy to be moving out.

She's right.

I have a good feeling about this.

now for pictures.

beat. beat. beat.

* clap clap clap*

Recap

Drove around

vicky's secret, saco bill

cashed my checks, broke necks

made dudes regret, made MY dude happy

packed my bag

he got my favorite =[

Drank Ciroc

saw my bestfriend

ate and played at Dave & Busters for free

they got played ha !

Fishbowl'ed

"You don't think I can fight ?"

Got great dome, gave great dome.

it bounced for two rounds.

her voice is annoying.

he drove.

I slept, he didnt, we slept.

Morning dome, morning round

put me to bed, again.

my elbow hurts

the weather is beautiful,

babe, you're the fcking best.

saw jailbird, didnt feel a thing.

ITS FIVE THIRTY ALREADY ?!

going to do laundry, can't wait to move out.

still starving.

pictures soon enough.

be fcking easy.

31,409.

Straightening my hair. Cutting it. Dying it. I'm ecstatic.

CANNOT WAIT

to go see Drake in concert next Wednesday

I LOVE HIM.

a night off is officially my shit.

IT'S OFFICIAL.

I'm going to RIC next year.

Things get rocky now & then

but we're holding on.

today was .55 cent iced coffee day at dunkin.

ha, NOT free.

OMG these dudes are sooooo salty.

like, please. Get over it.

yeah, I check it religiously.

so what ?

Tynisha Keli's album is dropping tomorrow online.

I will buy it.

Can't wait to get my round 2 album from Lezlie tonight.

I registered for summer classes.

Ima be spending like, 2 g's.

Well, my mom & I.

& eventhough she's hooking me up in the financial department

her & I are not on good terms right now.

crazy ? is an understatement.
I'm glad Cocktail won !
wellllllllllllllllllllllll, I have nothing more to say.
be easy.

Fabulous

Nice.

NO.

OD

"that's the only reason
people get angry, because
they're hurt. people only get
angry to cover up the hurt"

past the heated stage, on to the sadness.

Vexed.

Do I deserve to be ignored?
Played with ?
Taken advantage of?

I DON'T FUCKING THINK SO.

- I don't hate you.
But right now, I don't fucking love you.
- you put up a big front.
- I can completly understand why she acted the way she did.
- when you love someone, you just don't treat them bad.
- I have this knot in my throat.
- my mom is making me my fave.
- this month wasn't what I expected.
- I'm so pissed off, I'm crying.
- its only cuz I give.
- I hope she doesn't notice.
- I would have more than $500.
- I still have that email saved.
ITS BULLSHIT.

Maybe you should be with one of them.

& I can't even vibe with you sexually. Cuz everytime I would try you would question me. Saying "you fucking them hoes disrespecting me ?! You don't see how ur lies are affecting me ?! You don't see how our life was supposed to be !? & I NEVER let a nigguh get that close to me. & you aint cracked up to what you was supposed to be. You always gone, you always be where them HOES will be" & that's the first time she ever spilled her soul to me, I fucked up & I know it G. I guess its bittersweet poetry."

sometimes I feel like you bring out the worst in me.

- I HATE BITCHING.
But I'm sick of keeping my mouth shut.

My iPod is picking the worst songs.

- you don't know what you have till its gone.

I want to go on a picnic.
Canada.
Six flags.
Summer Jam.
I'M DOING EVERYTHING I SAY I WILL.
even if its by myself.

Baffled

Different isn't always a good thing.